Lonna and Byron- Mommy and Poppy (el hollin cover)
recording things is scary, i dont really like my voice but its better than i thought, byron says he hates his voice, also i didnt clip the end bc im lazy but byron says “its probably worse than the first time” and im like “how do you know?” so ok here
Harrowing trees, following me, on down this hill, out from my home. To the greasiest of places that I know, to fall her place, before she died. Asking for water, she wanted water, they couldn’t get that to her. I treated her badly, all before that time, I was rotted inside out, I did not know how to be good. Sometimes i’m so awful, I’m awful, I’m awful, I’m sick.
Your father died a few years later, nothing more than when she was born. And I don’t know, just what to say to her but she told me.. I treated him badly, all before that time, I was rotted inside out, I did not know how to be good, sometimes I’m still awful, im awful, im awful, im sick.